You get a little older and you just can't help missing the passions of youth. That and other hackneyed cliches. Well it's been on my mind a bit lately. Less spontaneous sex, less of those crazy nights out where you stay out all night, until 5 o'clock in the morning. We all regret our lost youth but I wonder what made mine so special. Was it that we were the first generation to turn onto E? Did our generation really discover, like no other before it, the true meaning of a disposable culture. For the first time everything was not only disposable, but expendable: relationships, work contracts, government offices, marriage.