Well it's been a busy old week with mum in town. Been eating out, a lot. Too much good, rich food definitely tires the soul after a while. I find it provokes anxiety to spend too much money. You get to a point where it feels like the spending is just out of control, things are in freefall, it feels like it'll never stop.

With writing you have to step outside yourself. I get sick and tired of falling into navel gazing, self-pitying crap, like the kind I've indulged in too much on these postings. The world demands a lot more attention than I do.