I woke up today and for the first time in a long time I felt ok about things, about living. Even got I think a pretty good idea going through the old brain for a new novel. Things are alright. It's amazing how spending a bit of time on chat and just letting all your feelings out to complete strangers can be really therapy, for yourself and the other person you're talking to. Sometimes it's better to just surf away until until 4 in the morning rather than lie in bed staring at the ceiling pretending you're going to sleep.